P.Sz.: some things might be too good to be true
J.: Hmm you almost sound infatuated […]
P.Sz.: well, he seems like a beautifully complex sick fuck, who is striving to be simple and efficient, a hypersensitive pseudosociopath, a perverted romantic. pretty much like me. so I don’t feel like I have much choice than to be infatuated at least a tiny bit.
it probably won’t last much. maybe it won’t even survive till the morning, but because I’m the “all in” type of emotional gambling addicts when it comes to human connection, I don’t give a fuck, I’m all in.
til I’m out.